You're not like all the rest ♥

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I love you as a friend. I hope you can see that I want you to be happy. You deserve it.

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When things fall apart

Lypophrenia (noun): a vague feeling of sadness, seemingly without a cause.

That feeling you get when you’re fine and then the next day it’s like everything falls apart. I strongly believe that everything happens for a reason, but this time I can’t seem to figure out what’s the reason. I work hard because I know it will pay off, but this time it didn’t. To the point that I just gave up, I didn’t talk to anyone for days. It’s crazy! I gave up on myself, I gave up on trying to fit the pieces together so that I could understand what went wrong, but there’s nothing, nothing at all. With this much time alone, I thought about so much stuff. One thought I had was, how much it would so much easier for me if I had someone to, just talk to. It was a bad idea, because the next thought I had was how much I’ve been so lonely. To have no one around you, to listen to you, to tell you it’s going to be okay. Because once in a while, everyone needs that, no one wants to be lonely.

My mom told me “Shit happens.” and after that everyone just started to message me about how everything will be okay that they’re always here for me. It was just overwhelming, made me realize who my friends really are. It made me realize that there’s so much people around me who cares and that’s what makes it so much easier, having people help you cope up with your problems. That healing is a step by step process. It may not be okay now, but soon it’s will be. What doesn’t kill you makes you stronger. & I’m so blessed to have these people around me, and that you should too. When times get rough sometimes the people whom you don’t expect to be there for you are the ones who really care. I’m beyond thankful for everyone. I’ve been trying to be so strong, and right now it’s not working, but I’m getting there.